your cosmos for my nemesis
The battle that I went through almost every fortnight is laughable to many, the fact that now it is questionable to you. I love being the spotlight but only in your bubble. You never seem to understand that so I had to share the light with others. Thats when I get so dim and my world started to flicker. Every pavement I walked through was always dark enough, but walkable at some point. But in this moment, and this day, I choose not to go anywhere. Some gaslit never hurt I guess, so I depend on those for many months as long as I live in your entire world. Because in my universe, all I see is my my bruised version of myself trying to survive. Its a universe that I will fail no matter how much I try and I keep being wronged, since I despise the idea of ‘self-vanity’ when this world is ending so soon. I used to be in your bubble where it has colours. And I used to be in my universe where I was floating in the black air waiting to be chose. I dont have anywhere to go but that has to ...